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My heart is full of memories, with pride i speake your name. Though life goes on without you it will never be the same. Behind my smile theres many tears for you i love so very dear. There's an empty place no-one can fill, I miss you now and always will. 


This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Neveah King who was born in United Kingdom on December 29, 2006 and passed away on December 29, 2006 . We will remember her forever.

                                

                            


                                  

                      WE THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY

                                  We thought of you today
                                  But thats nothing new
                                  We thought of you yesterday
                                  And will tomorrow too

                                  We think of you in silence
                                  And make no outward show
                                  For what it ment to love you 
                                  Only those who love you know

                                 
Remembering you is easy
                                  We do it everyday
                                  Its the heartache of losing you 
                                  That will never go away


                                      


     HOW VERY SOFTLY YOU TIPTOED INTO OUR WORLD ALMOST SILENTLY ONLY FOR A MOMENT YOU STAYED. BUT WHAT AN IMPRINT THOSE TINY FOOTPRINTS MADE ON OUR HEARTS.


                     


                                     MY LITLE GIRL

                                  Your little girl crys to much
                                  My little girl makes no sound
                                  Your little girl is warm to touch
                                  Mine stays cold

                                  Your little girl woke up today 
                                  My angel never will
                                  Your little girl will laugh and play
                                  My little girl lies still 

                                  Your little girl makes you so proud
                                  But just as proud as me
                                  Cause though your little girl will walk
                                  My little girl can fly

              
                         
                           


   GOD CALLED TO NEVAEH COME SIT WITH ME SO SHE WENT AND SHE SAT BY HIS SIDE. TO KEEP HIM COMPANY FOR ETERNITY.SO LOOK AFTER MY BABY I SAY EACH NIGHT I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL. MY DARLING SLEEP TIGHTX X                 


                             SHE IS MY DAUGHTER

                          She is my daughter my angel
                          To be born yo my arms
                          Was not ment to be

                          I held her i kissed her
                          I love her so much
                          I cry couse i miss her
                          I wish we could touch

                         
I imagine
                          How strage it would be 
                          If god had not taken
                          My baby from me


              

IF I COULD HAVE A LIFE TIME WISH A DREAM THAT WOULD COME TRUE I'D PRAY TO GOD WITH ALL MY HEART FOR YOU. YOU LEFT BEHIND MY BROKEN HEART AND HAPPY MEMORIES TOO. I NEVER WONTED MEMORIES I ONLY WONTED YOU.
                            


                                  IF ONLY

               If only you could have opened your tiny eyes
               If olny we hadnt had to say goodbye
               If only you were with us, here, now
               If only, if only

               All this love, hugs and kisses to give
               But your gone not allowed to live
               Oh i wish i could hold you a few second more
               Our hearts ache its still so raw

               A body so fragile, skin so cold
               Our beatiful daughter
               Who will never grow old

               Life can be cruel, cruel by far
               Its taken our daughter,
               Shes now a shining star

               So now we look at the stars at night
               We shed more tears and say "night night"



            

LIFES A MIXTURE OF SUNSHINE AND RAIN. LAUGHTER AND PLEASURE, TEARDROPS AND PAIN. SO WHEN CLOUDS HIDE THE SUN AND YOUR SKIES ARE ALL GREY REMEMBER I AM NEVER FAR WAY



                             


                         please dont tell me not to cry
                  please dont tell me there was a reason why
                          you dont know the pain i am feeling
           you think i should get on with life forget about it be strong
               but deep down i am sad and dont want to go along
                           i dont expect you to understand why
                for no apparent reason i break down and start to cry
       my life has changed forever and that why i am not the same old me
                   so please dont act like nothing has happened
                           becouse its changed my life forever
                               i will never be the same again
                           not today, not tomorrow, but never
                              my broken heart is hurting bad 
                                 and it will never mend




                      

LIFE AINT ALWAYS WHAT IT SEEMS TO BE. WORDS CARNT EXPRESS WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME. I REMINISCE ABOUT THE MORNING GOD TOOK YOU AWAY. I TRY TO BLOCK IT OUT BUT IT PLAYS AGAIN. WHEN ITS REAL FEELINGS THERE HARD TO CONCEAL. NOONE CAN IMAGINE ALL THE  PAIN I FEEL. IN THE FUTURE I CANT WAIT TO SEE IF YOU OPEN UP THE GATES FOR ME???

                                
                              AN ANGEL NEVER DIES


                       I heard each word you spoke to me
                       I  heard all the hopes and dreams you had for me
                       I felt each loving touch of you hand 
                       Each cry each kiss you gave me
                       I felt all the the tears you shed for me

                       I know you loved me and still do!
                       Although you can not hold my body 
                       See my face my tiny hands and feet
                       Aslong as you remember my spirit is never gone!
                    
                      
I am always there 
                       Although i never breathed your air
                       Or cryed out loud
                       That does not mean i never was
                       An angel never dies! 
                     


                     

                            

                    DO BABIES GROW UP IN HEAVEN? 


Will I know my baby when we meet again? 
Will she have grown up, not to be the infant that died in my arms? 
Will I recoginze her, be able to find her among so many others? 
Or will she be a stranger to me not knowing who I am, or me knowing her?

Do babies grown up in heaven?


She never got her first tooth, or said her first words.
No first shoes, no Santa, no first birthday cake.
Will my daughter still be a baby when we meet again?

Do babies grow up in heaven?
Who sings her precious lullabies?
Who holds her close and kisses her everyday?
Who tells her constantly that they love her?

Do babies grow up in heaven?
When we meet, will she know me?
Will she want to know me?
Will she be my daughter that died, or a woman, fully grown?
Will I have the joy of being a mother to my daughter for all eternity?

Do babies grow up in heaven?
Will I be able to hold her, love her, sing lullabies to her?
Will I be able to hold her tiny hand, or will it be a woman's hand?
Will I ever have the joy that only holding my daughter can bring?
I need to know! In heaven, is my baby still a baby?
                                                                             

                                              

           


                                   I can't reach out, 
                                   To comfort you,
                                   Or hold your tiny hand, 
                                   The precious dreams I held,
                                   Can't be fulfilled the way I planned,
                                   Sometimes I say a little prayer,
                                   In hope, perhaps I might,
                                   Have one last chance to tuck you in, 
                                   Before I say goodnight, 
                                   So much I would have shared with you,
                                   But as we had to part,
                                   There's just an empty silence,
                                   Echoes in my broken heart 




                                     



                                         My Child


                                On the day God took you 
                                I thought that I would die
                                I wondered where the time went?
                                I asked a lot of whys??
                                With people all around me
                                I felt alone inside
                                From all their words of comfort,
                                I couldn't seem to hide,
                                I thought I might be dreaming
                                That I'd wake and find you here,
                                I thought "This can't be happening."
                                As I wiped another tear.
                                I wondered if the pain would end,
                                But mostly, I wondered when??
                                It's hard to be without you,
                                At times the days seem long,
                                Sometimes I just sit crying, 
                                When there's really nothing wrong.
                                I wish we'd had more time,
                                Before your life was done.
                                I hope your resting peacefully,
                                My precious little one. 



                   
Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. 

                                 


                       I have not turned my back on you
                       So there is no need to cry
                       I'm watching you from Heaven
                       Just beyond the morning sky

 
                       I've seen you almost fall apart
                       When you could barely stand 
                       I asked the Lord to comfort you
                       And watched him take your hand

                       He told me you are in more pain
                       Than I could ever be
                       He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard
                       Then gave your hand to me

                       Although you may not feel my touch
                       Or see me by your side
                       I've whispered that I love you
                       While I wiped each tear you cried
 

                       So please try not to ache for me 
                       We'll meet again one day
                       Beyond the dark and stormy sky
                      A RAINBOW lights the way 

                                 
                               MY MOM

                  My mom she says she can't live without me 
                  and people can't understand
                  because everyday they see her breathing,
                  talking, eating...living in this no mans land.


                  My mom she says shes heartbroken and yet
                  she is so mad, becaue the Dr. he assures 
                  your heartbeat is still very strong ma'am. 
                  My mom she says it hurts to breathe
                  the aching, sweeling pain and knot in her 
                  throat make it      
                  impossible to look at me too long.
                  My mom she surrounds herself in memories, 
                  and people think she's going mad,
                  they don't seem to get it through their thick heads, 
                  they can't understand.

                  Memories of me is all she'll EVER have.

                 My mom she thinks of me everyday, 
                 yet never can seem quite able to put into words
                 for you too understand.
                 Even now, even then, 
                 even tommorow how bad 
                 her heart will always ache.
                 My mom, you see, she misses me, 
                 I was her light, she lived, breathed, 
                 ached and had hopes and dreams for me. 

     My mom...My mom on day she lost all of this, the day she lost me

 
                                    


                                     
                          

                  

                                 

               

                     

 

          

                                                              

                   

 

                               

 

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I AM SO SORRY   / PAUL AARON DOMME MOMMY
Rev. Michel Laroche
My Son Was Born in Heaven. An Orthodox Priest's Reflections at the Death of His Son

Translated from French by Corina Gageanu

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rose bush   / Angel Mommy
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?  / ?.
I know you feel sad becouse i had to go away. I know you have things that remind you of me everyday and though you cry as you remember the sad day i was taken away i am happy in heaven with jesus now we laugh and we play he holds me gently in his arm...  Continue >>
your tears   / Cherylcannon Nanny To Angel Harlei Junior
sweetheart your tears are not selfish, you are a mother in painand there is no pain greater than losing your child. he only advise i will give to you is try and work through this as best you can, if you want to sit and talk about your beautiful daugh...  Continue >>
tears  / Mommy
My tears feel selfish tears. I'm crying because I want nevaeh with me even thos he didn't have the strenght to stay and would probably have been in hospital for months with all sorts of health problems.

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nevaehs story  

                            nevaehs story

24/12/2006
Xmas eve and i had started bleeding i had phoned my midwife an hospital and was told to go an get checked out. At the hospital they could'nt find a heart beat but you never made that easy for anyone to find the midwife tryed for ages and i was starting to worry it never took this long. the midwife went and got a doctor who came back with the scannner a found the heartb eat straight away but as i was loosing so much blood i would have to say in over night to see how the bleeding goes.

25/12/2006

my bleeding had slowed down  and when the doctor did his morning round he said i could go home but i would need to come back for scan soon .

 Sarted bleeding again that night an had to go back to hospital i was told i would b stayin so i was moved to a ward and told i would need to have a scan in the morning.   


27/12/06

I was still bleeding bad alday and losing some big clots. At around 5 i started bleeding much more than i had before so i was moved to a room on my own i was only in the room five mins when i reached for my phone and i lost a blood clot that i fort was my babys head coming out i started to crying and calling for a midwife who came in and seen the size of the clot i had lost and said shes sorry but iv lost my baby and that there taking me down to delivery. Down on delivery a doctor came and seen me and told me id be going to heartlands hospital for a c-section and as he was telling me this he put his hand on my bump and said that im getting contractions and that heartland would deal with me better than what solihull could. So i phoned my mom to tell her what was happning and she said she would meet me there.
Heartlands hospital
I was taken to a ward where a doctor chanded my drip and listmy babys heart beat and there it was beating away fine i burst out crying and my mum came in and ask the doctor when im going for a c-section and she said that i didnt need to have one as the babys fine and that they would give me a scan in the morning to see if they could see where i was bleeding from.

28/12/06

All night i was bleeding and having contractions but they were'nt painful or regula i had my drip changed and then i waited to go and have my scan. At around 4 i asked a midwife about my scan and she said she would go and check why i hadnt had my scan yet when she came back she told me that everyone in the scan department had gone home and that she had booked me in for a scan the next morning so i just sat and waited for my mum and dad to come up. When they left i went and had a shower and watched some tv. My contractions were getting stronger but i fell asleep.

29/12/06

It was around 1am when i woke up and couldnt get back to sleep. Then at around 2.30am i could'nt sand the pain so i went and asked for something for the pain and i was given 2 paracetamol and told to lie down for abit longer so i did. I couldnt take the pain anymore and the paracetamol hadnt worked so i went out and asked if there was anything else i could have for the pain and that my pains were every 7 mins and lasting longer than 60seconds the midwife told me that she would come and have alook at me in a moment just to wait on my bed for her. By the time the the midwife came i was in real bad pain and couldnt move she checked my blood  and that was fine but my pulse was still fast but it had been like that for a few days then she checked the babys heart beat and i told her where it normaly was and she couldnt find it there and when she did find it she said the baby was low down but she would doctor up to see me in an hour or so. As soon as she left the room i felt the needed to push and felt like i was going to be sick so i go up and rushed to the toilet and i pulled my trousers down and new my baby was coming i shouted for a midwife and pulled the alarm cord on the wall and to midwifes came running in and i told them that i was pushing and the one went and got a bed and i was being rushed down the ward we stopped at the lift and i couldnt stop my self from pushing anymore and i felt something come out and i put my hand there and felt it and new it wasnt my babys head i told one of the midwifes that something had come out and she looked and siad the baby was breach and that they need to get me to delivery now. 
delivery suite
I was rushed on to delivery there seemed to people everywhere i was taken into a room there was loads of midwives and 2 doctors in there waiting for me i was told i could push and out the baby came and taken on to the bed to be worked on i waited for the cry but there wasnt one and i asked a midwife what sex the baby was she said a girl i just sat there looking at where she lay on the bed i couldnt see her face only her bum i couldnt believe he was a she and the  doctor came over and started telling me that when she was born she had a faint heart beat but made no atempt to breath and even if they bring her round she would be brain damged and that they had done all they could do and i just stopped listening to what he were saying becouse i could see her legs and the one was moving she couldnt be dead she was moving?they made the mistake before they must be making the same mistake again. Soon the room cleared and there was only me the baby and to midwives left and one of them asked if i would like to see her but i couldnt bring myself to look at her  so i said no the midwife picked her up and took her from the room then as soon as she came back i asked if i could see her so she went and got her for me and as she placed her in my arms my mom walked in smiling and i burst out crying i think she new what had happened then and she looked away with tears in her eyes and said no this carnt be happen i just sat stearing at her willing her to open her eyes or let out a cry breath anything to prove the doctors has got it wrong but nothing the midwife came in and touch her away to get her dressed and take some pictures and her foot prints. Then we were moved to eden suite id had always wounderd what this place was now i new. While on there i just sat holding her crying i couldnt believe this was happening the hours flew bye and it was time to leave i couldnt let her go i had to walk out of the hospital past all those expctent mums while my baby lay up stairs and i could leave her so i went back and spent a few more hours with her. then it was time to go i walked out with an empty belly and a broken heart and asking myself why?

Nevaeh you are loved and missed by so many people we were all looking forward to seeing you grow so many dreams i had for you that are now just dreams of you.





           

 
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